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Not As Good As You Expected

by Upside Down

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Halbaro Del Campo ILLOH QUE PEPINO VOY TOH FLIPAOOOOOO CON LOS DOWNSIDE UP ESTOS Favorite track: Never Forget!.
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1.
I see the morning outside but in my head... there is awful stuff, there is awful stuff to ask, to share. Then I won’t say good bye, ‘cause I am just a kid. With every sad song I hear again I can’t end up like this. And I will stay alone today... please leave me. Shit! I’m a mess! I’m breaking, I’m bleeding out all these words. I’m melting, I’m waking again with these thoughts. Remember that time... when we were always young? Remember that time... when we thought we were young? I feel this morning outside and over again, I feel the pressure in my head and in my wounds... And I don’t give a fuck! about the time when you were like all my treasure, about the time when you were something to me. And I will stay alone today please leave me. I’ve never wanted to be the kind of person you were waiting for.
2.
Move Out 03:41
I can not rest to become the best, but dont tell me its for me when its for them. I’ll be your guest, I’m not the rest, I’m just that kid that left his house a bit upset. and I’m still walking down the street... Up to the sky it seems the same to me. That’s right! I’m not that good... I’m not the person you’ve been. This is the meaning of all these things. And I should be myself and not another trend. I want to be the same you met when we were just friends. I want to save my mind, living my life outside this bedroom of dreams... and I wonder why I can not sing. Swallow your pride and bite your tongue, and listen here for once, I promise... (Never shout me again like I was something I’m not), I won’t say it anymore, do you feel better with yourself? (When you speak to me like I was a piece of shit!). For all this mount of rage I made now I can’t feel a thing, by the way, I’ve waited all this time, to be the one who thinks about it. I swear I’ll go! I’ll fucking go! I’ll go outside this cave of madness that I can call home. Move out you stupid kid, and smile the same again. This is not the reason, this is all I believe.
3.
Hanging 03:41
It’s not the same, I’m looking for some reasons but I’m afraid. It is never the same! I’m looking for some friends... but they are gone! Inside of me, there is a picture with a thousand million years, without that color that de nes all of myself. I’m trying but my bones are black and weak, too much to breath... but I won’t try so hard. Prepare for this, for all this world, we’re leaving now, there is no regrets. I’m breathing, in a life that’s not the same that I’m living, so I leave this all behind. I’m listening just a voice inside my mind cause I’m leaving, and I don’t even know the time. It’s never the same! We’re hanging upside down in this picture but it seems I stand alone there. I won’t change my mind. I will repeat it, I won’t change my mind. I won’t be defeated! Prepare for this, for all this world, we’re leaving now, there is no regrets. Forgiving me again. Yeah, I would try to be myself again. Forgiving me again... ‘cause I just want to be myself again. I’m sorry but I feel like I’m not as good as you expected
4.
Our love is gone! Waking up tonight... again at 3 am, looking for some hope for us to share. Emptiness and shame became a part of me leaving me alone without you here. Remember this... again. That sign there, you wrote it, and now you left it all... the way that we drew it is gone like our love. Going out today, rst time without that breeze, it’s cold inside my bones... Beneath my skin. Will I find myself? You took a part of me. One piece of my soul, the best of me. Remember this... again.
5.
Maybe when I was younger, I used to care about your scars you know? But now I just laugh ‘bout that. Damn it, I’m tired of noises. I dont need more patience to deny, please don’t make me feel better. Just hold my pride at least tonight. This world... is making me older. I dont understand all the questions... why? I won’t remember. I know is dificult to say goodbye. Maybe when I was younger, I used to care about your scars you know? But now I just laugh ‘bout that. Never forget... the things that made you stronger. Those things will make you older. Those things will make you wonder about all that people that’s waiting the moment to go out of this town and become something more.
6.
Strong 03:43
You came that evening saying hello to everyone. You asked for my name. You called yourself strong, that was fun. But days are not long and you have disappeared. I’m smiling just because you told me to be a little bit strong. What should I do now if you are not here to say hello? I will smile like you did to me some time ago. Your heartbeat should guide us even if now it’s gone. What if I’m not that strong? You came like an angel showing us all how to smile. Even in those moments we laugh like it was the last. But days are not long and you have disappeared. I’m smiling just because you told me to be a little bit strong. ‘Cause you knew it, right? You knew it and you told me that.
7.
Growing 03:43
There was a time when we were younger, when the problems were not problems and we still enjoyed the sunsets... that time was running out! We discovered all that bullshit, all that pain and all that glory, full of love and full of broken hearts. That was the start of the falling episode. We were not kids... we were not, anymore. We tried so hard to believe there was something in this life to make us breath. If we are the captains of this honorable mission, If we’re the monsters of this beautiful life. We will rise and get the weight of the world. This is a story about a feel and a goal. There will be no longer nights when we will stay up all night long, no more video games till sundown without caring about the clocks. Friends have gone, you’ve moved on, things have changed and thats for sure, growing older, won’t make you strong. That was the start of the falling episode. We were not kids... we were not, anymore. We tried so hard to believe there was something in this life to make us breath. If we’re the captains... of this honorable mission. If we’re the monsters... if we are the monsters, we are not kids anymore. This is a story about a feel and a goal.
8.
Beauty queen of only eighteen She had some trouble with herself He was always there to help her She always belonged to someone else I drove for miles and miles and wound up at your door I've had you so many times but somehow I want more I don't mind spending every day Out on your corner in the pouring rain Look for the girl with the broken smile Ask her if she wants to stay awhile And she will be loved And she will be loved Tap on my window, knock on my door I want to make you feel beautiful I know I tend to get so insecure It doesn't matter anymore It's not always rainbows and butterflies It's compromise that moves us along, yeah My heart is full and my door's always open You come anytime you want, yeah. I don't mind spending every day Out on your corner in the pouring rain Look for the girl with the broken smile Ask her if she wants to stay awhile And she will be loved And she will be loved And she will be loved And she will be loved I know where you hide alone in your car Know all of the things that make you who you are I know that goodbye means nothing at all Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls Yeah Tap on my window knock on my door I want to make you feel beautiful I don't mind spending every day Out on your corner in the pouring rain, oh. Look for the girl with the broken smile Ask her if she wants to stay awhile And she will be loved And she will be loved And she will be loved And she will be loved [in the background:] Please don't try so hard to say goodbye Please don't try so hard to say goodbye Yeah, yeah. [softly:] I don't mind spending every day Out on your corner in the pouring rain Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

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Upside Down is:
·Enrique Martinez – Vocals, Guitar
·Pedro ”Pete” Vivas – Backing Vocals, Guitar
·Alex Castellano – Bass Guitar
·David Sanz – Drums & Percussion

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released January 10, 2016

·Raul Artana – Producer & Audio Engineer
·Recorded at Rockaway Studios (Castellon, Spain)
·Gang Vocals – Upside Down, Puk2 and Rising From The Abyss
·Album Art and Layout by Adriana “Kiwi Punx” Carneiro
·Music And Lyrics By Upside Down

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Generic Pop-Punk band from Madrid

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